8.24.00
10:38 am

nothing to say...new site, the pita/blog thing has moved.

tesorete.net/kristin

mwah. enjoy.

7.22.00
11:09 pm

i got a blog. woohoo. goo see my page!

7.22.00
07:08 pm

i keep reminding myself that it's only a few more days till i leave for the beach; i just have to hold out until wednesday. yessssss, almost there.

and yes, i keep updating my site. and i still want a clique..

7.21.00
01:08 pm

i've been looking at all these beautiful domains today that i found at way2kewl.com. the domain ownwers and their hostees have such beautiful sites. some of them write so eloquently that you just want to sit there and keep reading. it makes me said. i wish i could write like that. i wish i could draw people into my site like that. sigh. i feel so boring amongst these sites that i always find...

7.21.00
01:03 pm

devoted.nu is one of the coolest sites that i have ever seen. it's so pretty and complex and pleasing. ooooooooooo i enjoy it so much!

and on the other hand, my page has a new layout...rawr...

7.21.00
09:06 am

i'm listening to lenny kravitz. actually, i'm singing along. black velveteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen....

i'm very bored.

yesterday afternoon, i went to colleen's house. we listened to music, sat on her trampoline, drank hot xxx and watched varsity blues. that hot xxx shit was good. it was a mix of imported liquors and minty/chocolate flavor. mmm. vodka.

i have to clean the house this afternoon and then work tonight. ewww. that surely sucks.

7.20.00
01:11 pm

chuck: ur awesome
me: only two people have ever called me awesome; one was a girl and the other was gay
chuck: ok, then ur not awesome
me: just don't lie to me
chuck: ok ur awesome
me: why exactly? lol because chuck says i'm awesome?
chuck: exactly

this boy confuses me more every day...

7.20.00
10:49 am

i added another snippet thingy to my page. you know, i was going to take my page down before i left for vacation...but now, i don't know. i'm just still so unhappy with it. there's virtually no content, except for my writing and stupid shit about me. i don't get people signing the guestbook, no one e-mails me about it, and cliques always turn me down.

7.19.00
09:41 pm

you may find the latest archive page of interest before reading this....

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it's sinking in just how badly that chuck led me on. and it really really stings to say that. i was blind at first. but really, he didn't shed any light on reality. he made it seem as if he liked me. and now, i see what a dick move that was on his part. the fact that he didn't tell me he had a girlfriend until after i told him that i was falling for him...that's rough. i'm realizing now that it's in his personality. he must have attention from girls at all times, or else he'll die. all night last night, he kept seeing girls he knew, giving them hugs...he flirts so badly with gretchen right there. it's seriously like he needs attention from females to survive. even people on the outside have told me, "you know, i think chuckie likes you." guess what...apparently not.

but now, it seems like he doesn't even want to talk to me. i'm sorry that me and dan didn't hit it off. it wasn't deliberate.